Taking responsibility is great until it becomes crippling to your relationship with yourself. Always taking the blame to avoid conflict, putting yourself in a hard spot to just to make others comfortable because you can handle it. Constantly believing that you can beat the odds and always always trying your very best. Your best is never enough because you have to give more that you are willing to give. NEVER WANTING TO BELIEVE YOU ARE A VICTIM, even when you are at times, no I must take responsibility and work on it. If I do wrong and apologize, the apology isn’t enough. I have to bend over backwards to fix things. I have to go above and beyond to make things right, yet I accept apologies that were never given. Tear myself apart working and when I do make it, that victory is not for me to enjoy.
I don’t know what it is to be kind to myself. Work harder, push a bit more and just by all means make it work. All of this is exhausting and so I have let go.
😁😂🤣 I am happy and satisfied.
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