So I have let go…

Taking responsibility is great until it becomes crippling to your relationship with yourself. Always taking the blame to avoid conflict, putting yourself in a hard spot to just to make others comfortable because you can handle it. Constantly believing that you can beat the odds and always always trying your very best. Your best is never enough because you have to give more that you are willing to give. NEVER WANTING TO BELIEVE YOU ARE A VICTIM, even when you are at times, no I must take responsibility and work on it. If I do wrong and apologize, the apology isn’t enough. I have to bend over backwards to fix things. I have to go above and beyond to make things right, yet I accept apologies that were never given. Tear myself apart working and when I do make it, that victory is not for me to enjoy.

I don’t know what it is to be kind to myself. Work harder, push a bit more and just by all means make it work. All of this is exhausting and so I have let go.

😁😂🤣 I am happy and satisfied.

Thank you for reading!

12 Comments

  1. varityteller says:

    Reblogged this on Truth and Recovery and commented:
    Shit. I stand here chastised and understood!

    Thank you for sharing these hard won lessons, BP. We’d all be foolish not to appreciate the wisdom here – especially me.

    Like

  2. ganga1996 says:

    Yes we don’t need to be the peacemaker all the time!

    Liked by 1 person

    1. BluntPathway says:

      Yes. It can be exhausting

      Liked by 2 people

  3. NiyathyDios says:

    Please don’t take the blame. That isn’t fair. Please remember all things happens for a good reason. Also remember your friends who would love you for who you are at this time.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. BluntPathway says:

      Thank you. I just like peace so I just like to resolve conflict quickly

      Liked by 1 person

  4. Reblogged this on By the Mighty Mumford and commented:
    BEEN THERE NOW,HAVE WE-? US TOO!

    Liked by 1 person

  5. Belladonna says:

    Ya know. I too used to struggle with this and I decided that I am more important than anything else in my life. Once I believed that everything changed for the better. You are worthy of happiness and a fun carefree life 💖

    Liked by 1 person

    1. BluntPathway says:

      Thank you. My intention is never to hurt anyone else but I never hesitate to hurt me.

      Liked by 1 person

      1. Belladonna says:

        Isn’t that the truth 😔

        Liked by 1 person

    1. BluntPathway says:

      Please let go for the sake of your peace😂

      Like

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