Gold Fish, first step.

I would like a gold fish. I think if I get one I will have a lot fun living. I have never owned a pet. I still have a life long commitment to a doll, that mysteriously disappeared(πŸ˜’ everyone who was at least 1 year older than me back then is still a suspect, to this day!!!). I am still investigating the issue. One day someone will slip and say something. I am turning 27 this year but I will never stop investigating. 🧐🧐

I am expecting this gold fish to live long, the pressure is on for the gold fish. The pressure is on, I will do some research before I get one. Now, if this fish dies sooner than the average gold fishπŸ˜‚, that will suck. It will probably mean that I had something to do with my doll disappearing. I will be kind to myself either way. I am always the main suspect in my life anyway πŸ™ƒ.

I live in a country with random power outages and water is rationed where I live (water on, water off). I will start saving for this gold fish. The reading has begun!. I have wanted a gold fish since last year and I will make it happen slowly.

If anyone has any tips please let me know πŸ™‚.

Thank you for reading.



Laws of motion.

I never thought these laws would be as useful as they are in my life.

The amount of joy I get from using them to manage my emotions can’t be explained in a few sentences. When I am at peace I will stay at peace even when a fool(biblical description, not meant to insult) walks by πŸ˜‚. I get to decide if outside situations are forces or notπŸ™ƒ. I get to stay where I want to be at all times.

The joy of knowing how valuable my peace is, keeps me focused on keeping it everyday.

Life isn’t that bad when you pick something and pay close attention to it.

Thank you for reading 😊

I like my blog

I really like my blog. I love it in fact and I will keep blogging forever 😁. It doesn’t seem like it judging from how many times I post in a year 🀣.

Happy New year πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ™ƒ

It doesn’t matter though because I am still here and I will read my favorite blogs in the coming weeks πŸ™‚.

Happy blogging everyone πŸ™ƒ

The joys of life

Its no secrete that I have been craving wealth and retirement since I was a childπŸ˜‚, 5 years old to be exact!.

I am glad to announce that I can now retireπŸ˜„. Retire from wondering when it will happen!

The most wonderful thing has happened to me, or for me! Nobody is in my lab today, I took my time to enjoy my morning before coming to my office. I love the idea that I have a choice to not engage. I am hoping for more days like today. I am still persistent about not being sad, stressed and depressed. I am finding it difficult to even be disappointed. Good things are happening for me! Yes, like people not being around πŸ˜‚. I get to choose what I do, I get to relax into my tasks today. Tomorrow is Saturday and I will design the best day I could ever have!

I haven’t blogged in a while, I can’t wait to visit most of the blogs I love this morning.

I love knowing that being unhappy for any reason is pointless. Well, feel everything accordingly but don’t stay too long with feelings you don’t enjoy. I enjoy bouts of anger🀣, my body heats up, and I feel like I will lift off the ground and fly.

Thank you for reading! 😁


I am chilling. Constantly chilling.

Chilling, my mind is just chilling on a Monday morning.

Wow πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜ƒ, I am going to keep chilling and that’s how it will be for a while.

So tired of stressing about everything, its exhausting. I hope most of you join in on chilling.

Thank you for reading.


I remember a time when I didn’t like change, this is strange because I can’t stick to routines 🀣, anyway the key is to be kind to myself. We are on a floating rock!

Changes! I found that things could be going “wrong” and I’d find reasons to laugh. My skin is not looking the best, that’s a change coming from a good 3 months of somewhat flawless skin πŸ˜‚. I have a point, it’s coming.

Things are going horribly wrong but I am not falling apart with them, my skin issue is a result of bad choices😢. Everything that can fall apart is and everything that wants to fall apart is getting ready, getting set and I am tempted to say, ‘go!’πŸ˜….

May has been a somewhat reasonable month, I am happy to to know that I am changing. I am even more thrilled that I am noticing that.

Change is not that bad.

Thank you for reading!